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To Feel Or Not To Feel
If only I could put in words everything that is happening inside me now. A confusing mix of thoughts, feelings, fears and turmoil. I am...


Mode: Self-Destruct
I’m back on self destruct mode. I am back to bad habits, to putting myself in dangerous situations, to cutting myself. I started drinking...


Not Enough
I’m dizzy. It might be because I smoked and drank. Or this fucking new med I’m taking. It is 4 types of different medication now. I am so...


Free Fall
You see, sleep and I don't get along very well. She comes to me when I don't want her. Yet she leaves me when I do. Sometimes she stays...


Tell It To The Trees
Today is a great day. I feel free. I feel calm and at peace. It's beautiful outside. And happy inside. It's the first time since 2009...


Leaving Home
It’s almost 2 am back home. I miss it. Today I left for the last time the country I called home for the past 3 years. It’s hard. It’s...


Depressed Doesn't Mean Weak
I was doing my things when I remembered a painful memory. I lost someone I considered a true friend because she couldn’t accept that I...


Nightmares In My Sleep, Tribulations In My Head
NOTE: If you are not in a good place and don't feel well, don't read this post - it might bring you down. It’s 4 am and I’m nowhere near...


Sharing Is Caring: Ruby's Monochrome Rainbows
Last month I started a series of posts called Sharing Is Caring (check it out) Why? Because it is important for all of us with mental...


When Going Outside Becomes Impossible
Today was another difficult day. Actually the last two days. It wasn’t difficult in the usual way when I feel down irrespective of my...


I've Got A War In My Mind
"I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast, I am alone in midnight. Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, But I, I've got a...


Self Hate In France
This weekend we traveled with my husband to France for the wedding of one of his best friends. Two nights in a Chateau close to Paris and...


Sharing Is Caring - Joyce And Her Story
Sharing is caring. And it is through sharing that we help people and change lives. It is important for all of us with mental health...


What If I Have Tumor In My Brain
I went to a doctor last week because I’ve been having issues hearing well. Some sounds are really loud for me, while others I can’t even...
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